So my Dh husband and I (after 5 months of counseling) have decided to go with DS. It has not been easy and is still a very touchy subject. I am doing the searching on my own and I can say it is a very daunting search. We are going with Cailornia cyrobank. We really want to have some one as close to my Dh as possible. We are not disclosing so we would like a child that could be his based on looks. Of couse I know that is not totally possible but I guess it is my insecurity. Anyway, He is of Italian/Irish descent. I thought that woulld be a totally easy search---not so much.
So I am wondering--Any other places I can search? I really want to get started but I get a stomachache doing the search--it feels liks another job--and I can't believe I have to do this anyway--i was going to do this before I met my husband. Now I haev more at stake.
Well I guess I just wanted to vent--thanks for any advice--by the way we are going to to do IVF--because of my age--39
Diane